Wild Flower

Someone once told me that I am the happiest person he has ever met in his life. I can only say that I am indeed always happy. Those who know me know that I always have a smile on my lips and laugh a lot.

Lately, unfortunately, this smile and the feeling of happiness is no longer as often visible and tangible as I would like it to be in my life and as I actually know it from me. Maybe it's because I made some wrong decisions in the last years, or that I'm just not as happy in my current environment as I was some time ago. The feeling of not being as happy in the place and situation I'm in right now in my life as I once was, has been making me very sad for several weeks. I just don't feel comfortable anymore with the choices I made 1-2 years ago and felt were right at the time.

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It got so bad for me that I realized I need to change something in my life to find my smile again that I love so much about myself.

I found out for me that I am happiest when I surround myself with people I love. My family, my friends, people who just radiate a positive energy. However, lately that just hasn't helped me get back on track. I felt like something inside me was screaming for more.

My love for the sea grows steadily the more I learn about it, read about it, just seeing pictures, someone mentioning the word sea. I think about how it feels to be surrounded by salt water and all the fascinating sea life and plants. It just makes me happy and releases a feeling in me like nothing else in this world.

To find my happiness again, I just need to be near the sea. There I feel free and more connected with nature and with myself than in any other place.

-Jackobina